"I don't believe in forever. I don't think we should be subjected to such an expectation. To say to someone, to hear that you are my everything forever, I think that's too much of a pressure for any of us to be able to undertake"
It's something to wake up to. To feel weak early morning light leak in that somehow breaks to a blaze. His body emerging from stillness into motion, getting ready for the day. You laying there watching him.
"If it lasts 3 months or 3 years, or 11 years, let it be. But forever? I just don't think so. There are beautiful moments to be had."
For me, this moment is forever.
I am here with you and it is forever. Either because memories last indefinitely, or because there really isn't a future and never has been. We sense time, but amidst lovemaking, the only thing I can feel is someone inside me. and I'm inside somewhere that is dark and familiar and warm.
Porn cannot capture that feeling, and the idea of tranquil marriage cannot render a lifetime of that feeling.
Yet I am turned on by this.
Out of the building, how many stories below I heard words which were placed on my neck down my neck, down my back and into my ass hole over and over and over... I find myself having coffee and reading.
"I had an amazing night last night"
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