I kept dreaming about you
and eventually I gave up
not about the way you meant something
but in the way you were watching me in my dreams
I was holding you down, face toward the floor
cheek to the ground
mouth a bit ajar
how could it be you were watching me in that position?
One hand was against your neck
the other on your lower back
I was in you
and I wanted to be forever
–
People tell me
You should have whatever you want
but there's nothing to have
that won't go away later
Do they not think about what happens afterward?
–
I always wanted to use the word precipice
so let me use it now:
upon the precipice
was the beauty of letting go
and in it
a loosely rendered sketch
of the likeness of a storm
without sound
this is utterly beautiful. i love how your writing has such an existential quality.
ReplyDelete